In this society, people often tend to do/say something to make others feel as though they are nothing.. that they are stupid. WHY? to make others feel as thou they are nothing but a piece of CRAP? To make themselves feel better maybe..? why =( ...
... worse enough. why must i be the one being hit by all these freaking crap non stop. Just keeps coming and coming and coming.. =( been busy too. so busy with waking up in the morning, study, school, homework, work, study study and more study. My life is just taken up by this =.= i am seriously bored of it.
Sometimes everyone just hits me with crap when i'm already feeling crap enough. i'm feeling that i am slowly leaving the 'social' side of my world. like i'm losing part of something.. but just can't quite figure out what. gosh.. this sounds ridicules =.=
..Life can be crap. Learn to live with it.. slowly get use to things that are holding yourself back.. maybe move on a little.. BANG. you're so use to it you don't feel it anymore.
secretly.. this is what i am trying to do. GET USE TO IT