Who the hell reads this rubbish the old me wrote HAH.
Hey Rach, I don't even remember the password to this blogspot, I pretty much logged on from my old email address to get to this page.
Time flew by so quickly.. how are we already 22 years old?? Gee, Instead of being rebels with a 'I do what I want' attitude, we are actually looking for ways to outsmart life. How naive were we? Still..naive..? Hahah..
Well since I'm already here, better write a new entry on how glamorous life is for me. So one year ago, I thought that life was finally working out for me. Everything I have ever dreamed of as a little girl, every wish I have ever made from wishing wells had finally came true! I had finished my Bachelors in Science, found a full time career as a scientist, got myself an apartment that is still currently under construction (ready by next year), and ready to settle down. Nope!!! Life is like a roller coaster, it takes you high and fucks you right up in the ass (excuse my language). But it is true isn't it? Im sure everyone experiences it. You must be bat or a full fletch flamingo to not agree.
So one year later (now), I figured that this isn't what I want. Maybe I've never actually wanted this. But what do I want? I am no longer a scientist, nor do I have any insight to what kind of a woman I want to become. But one thing I do know is that I have always been strong. Even though many events have occurred during the past years - some great, some unbelievably heartbreaking, and some still leaves me pondering, I am still here today! I can't say it all didn't teach me anything about myself.
On a totally different topic, Buttons gave birth to seven bunnies today! My heart melted at the sight of them. All so fragile and warm. It reminded me of the first time I held buttons in my arms. Why does she have to be so cute! (Do not want to talk about the other two).
Anyway, I can't wait to see them tomorrow morning and shower them with all my love (:
Dont really feel like writing a long entry so night night.
