Little.World.Of.Dodgy.Fantasy

Thanks

2008-03-21T03:01:00.001-07:00

There are only one in a few in this world =] i am so glad to have found someone like u, so this blog entry is written just for u =P thanks for being my friend =) =)

You Were There
© Beth Ensminger,

When no one was there for me
And I thought that no one cared
When the whole world walked out on me
And I thought I was alone
You were there

When the one I cared about the most
Could care less about me
When the one I gave my heart to
Threw it in my face
You were there

When the person I trusted
Betrayed me
When the person I shared a lot of memories with
Can't even remember my birthday
You were there

When all I needed was a friend
To listen to me whine
When all I needed was someone
To catch my tears
You were there

When my heart hurt so bad
I couldn't even breath
When I just wanted to crawl up and die
You were there

When I started to cry
After hearing that sad song
When thew tears just wouldn't
Stop falling down
You were there

So you see I will be there until the end
This is a promise I can make
If you ever need me
Just give me a call
I will be there just as you were there for me

suddenly i feel that although life can be crappy, i still have someone to make me feel better and make me smile again (:
thank you!
bbgb.

stupid

2008-03-17T04:21:00.000-07:00

In this society, people often tend to do/say something to make others feel as though they are nothing.. that they are stupid. WHY? to make others feel as thou they are nothing but a piece of CRAP? To make themselves feel better maybe..? why =(
...

...
worse enough. why must i be the one being hit by all these freaking crap non stop. Just keeps coming and coming and coming.. =(
been busy too. so busy with waking up in the morning, study, school, homework, work, study study and more study. My life is just taken up by this =.= i am seriously bored of it.

Sometimes everyone just hits me with crap when i'm already feeling crap enough. i'm feeling that i am slowly leaving the 'social' side of my world. like i'm losing part of something.. but just can't quite figure out what. gosh.. this sounds ridicules =.=

..Life can be crap. Learn to live with it.. slowly get use to things that are holding yourself back.. maybe move on a little.. BANG. you're so use to it you don't feel it anymore.

secretly.. this is what i am trying to do. GET USE TO IT

bbgb.

=(

2008-02-27T20:35:00.000-08:00

Been VERY VERY VERY busy lately.. coz of freakin.. school. homework. WORK! and when i say BUSY i mean BUSY BUSY~... that i don't even have time to remove my nail polish =.="

year 11 is a BUM,
everyone in year 10.. i am so jealous =(

i bet you're wondering why i'm even writing in the blog when i'm SOO busy. well cath just finished a whole tonne of homework, and is feeling so relaxed =]

one more thing, -- ------ SUCK LIKE ****
i don't get why teachers even become teachers when they can't teach. freaking $#^%$&^%*$%!^@&!!! DIE!!

but
i'm loving teachers strike =D <3 <3

bbgum bearr.

7 things

2008-01-31T07:39:00.000-08:00

7 things.

u must be wondering what the heck is seven things. But my randomness brought me to write this entry.

so here i go. all seven things are the important things that i love and cherish =P without them, i really dunno what life is. =D (was meant to be ten things but what the heck.. nothing else that means more than this)

Here they are, starting from one.
First . My Family~ they're like another part of me, without them who am i?

Second . Friends~ i love my friends. in fact i miss my friends =( especially the ones that are overseas at the moment =( come back soon~

Three . U! Hunny~! Thanks for everything u've done for me. they are all treasured and kept in my heart (: thanks for your shoulder that has always been there when i needed it. thanks for that smile of yours that always makes my day. Ever since u became a part of my life, i've been happier than u can imagine, thank you (: love (:

Four . My Home! this is why people call it home sweet home =D

Five . Wilber and Jay! even thou they have nothing to do with me. i love loving them as my obsession over them keeps me occupied most of the time. =P

Six . Leo~! my adorable little doggy~ even thou hes always naughty, i still love him =P

Seven . my comp and music =D

okie all seven things.

love bbgbearr<3

wow.

2008-01-30T05:16:00.000-08:00

After a conversation about burgers with Rachel i'm starting to crave burgers, and since we watched Harald and Kumar yesterday on a sleepover its starting to make me crave burgers from white castle =P

The awesome sleepover started with Leesha coming over and we both just started going crazy over Jay Chou for hours and bummed around heaps until we finally stopped and started watching brown sugar macchiato, what a great way of starting the day (: not long later someone walked into the house hands holding over his nose and ran into the toilet. it was definitely Andu, him and his blood nose. but yes. us three sat down blah blah.. i won't go blabbering on too much about the next part. We went to pick Rachel up from her house and Brandon arrived.

The rest of the night consist of watching movies(which took up bloody hours to finish as we rented 4 movies XD), eating cake, ice cream, chips and soft drinks, talking, laughing, being stupid, random, and baking. The five of us just kept getting hungry =P so half of the time, we were just making hood and eating it =P hehe XD

okay. after that i was gonna drop dead. but a piece of toast woke me up, and there i was. high again.

time went past too fast, it was four already XD so we finally decided to sleep. But NO the "scary" story somebody(Brandon!) provided about the crazy quokka man just happen to be before bedtime. that. which scared the crap out of Leesha XD
Apparently, crazy quokka man rapes lil quokkas and then moved to raping girls?? hows that true? >< dont ask me =/ =/

well whatever, =P me and Andu started being evil after the story we decided to tap everyone on the shoulder whenever they're not looking, and unfortunately only worked on one person =P Leesh XD everytime when she closes her eyes there will always b taping either from me or Andu. we're evil =P

everyone soon then forgot about the crazy quokka man and fell asleep.
cept for two people =P Leesh and me.
it was so hard to sleep on a day like that when it was so hot even thou the aircon was on HIGH and in the living room as well~

the night after rolling around with Leesha, being annoying, crawling up and down the blankets when we're sharing it with two other people who are fast asleep. sang Jay Chou songs.. talked and being gay..
we finally fell asleep..

The next thing i know. it was already morning =P
as i am the kind of person who kicks people in my sleep. i probably kicked Leesha during her sleep. rolled around the bed a lot and squishing Andu =P

and yeah =( what a fast and boring entry. dun have time~ but the sleepover was indeed fun =P

Love u all~!

bbgbearr.peace (: (:

blah..

2008-01-26T22:11:00.000-08:00

THE SAME, still the same.
what is there to do in Australia?
seriously?
someone tell me? =(

bbgbearr.

Jay chou concert~!

2008-01-24T06:37:00.000-08:00

omggg! so. in. love. with JAY!
not a real fan of Jay or anything but after his concert.. i gotta say.. HE IS SUCH A FUNKY GUY!!
i love Jay Chou!

A picture of vip members before the concert!!
(Haven't noticed me? i'm the third one from the right~!)

Another picture of me before the door =]

Jay Chou concert was the bomb! it's actually one of the best experience i had.. well i'm guessing so far this year =D what a great way of starting 2008!

Before the concert Me, Andu, Ken and Irene woke up early just to get to the airport early to see jay chou. He finally arrived at Singapore.. but him being there only lasted for like wad? less than one min! =.=" =( =( and.. there.. he was gone.

was worth the trip thou =D

Before his arrival, i had so much in my head. EVERYTHING i thought i would say to him. But wen i saw him only one thing came out, and continuously non stop. JAY CHOU JAY CHOU AND JAY CHOU~!!! yes.. i was crazy that time =D

But even crazier at the concert. hehe =DD

I loved the bit where jay plays on the grand piano and drums! HOT HOT =P
and wen he sang 甜甜的 coz everyone went all high =D
okay, i shall stop my obsession over jay coz soon this blog is going to be covered with jay, jay and JAY! (sorry rachel! i can't help myself this time)

just to let you know. This isn't all the pictures from the concert! theres more to come =D hehe so lets wait for it =D =D

.<3. .bbgbearr. .jayisawesome!.

back back

2008-01-21T09:27:00.000-08:00

Listening to.. Jay Chou songs~! .. yess i am inLOVE with that guy.. so hot!! =DD
Feeling.. weird
I am.. cold (damn aircon)
Thinking of.. my singapore trip =]

i am now back in australia! i gotta say, singapore was GUD GUD GUD (mind my last entry) =] im actually missing singapore HEAPS. all the fun i had and being high~!

the feeling of being back. wad is there to say? just feeling so weird atm.
maybe missing hunny
maybe relatives
maybe singapore's twister fries in maccas
maybe the shopping
or maybe JAY CHOU!

ah well =D me tired and have SO much to pack
peace to all <3

ps: will be uploading pics of my trip and pics with JAYCHOU! a bit later =]

bbgbearr.

My new love

2008-01-19T22:21:00.000-08:00

Awww Andy Roddick has brokened my heart =( and it's may take many many years to fix it =( and I never want to talk about how he broke it =(

Anywho! My heart has been repaired by a new love for Richard Gasquet (pronouced Gas-Kay, such a hot exotic last name, if I must say so myself).
I can't believe that people would accuse him of being homosexual!!!
Look at this picture of him and tell me if he looks queer or not!!! (Sorry to pollute some more Cath)

Don't you just find his smile SEXY!! (It's just as good as a cute smile and maybe even better!!)

Heres some more visual proof that his not gay!

Those bedroom eyes -- Yep, not gay.
That sexy smile -- 100% hetero.

That manly jutting jaw -- John Wayne would be jealous.

That little bit of scruff -- Only the women go for it.

The backwards baseball cap, set just so -- You only see straight guys wear it that way.

He plays tennis -- The gays go for more sensitive sports like rugby (Ian Roberts) and football (Esera Tuaolo).

He's French -- The only thing gay about France is Gay Paree

Yup I just needed to blog about how R-gas fixed my brokened heart =)

Bilobibography

TENNIS!

2008-01-15T21:38:00.000-08:00

Hehe sorry Cath. But! I need to pollute this blog with my seasonall love for tennis!

~~You People HAVE!! to love Andy Roddick (aka a-rod!)~~

~~Isn't it just cute how, his looking into his throphy =) If only he was 9 years younger, I'd marry him in a flash.~~

My new found love for the Byran Brothers!! (Mike & Bob)

Aww I love their Chest Bumps! and there soo cute, if only they were about uhh 14years younger (haha I sound like a weirdo)

Marat Safin, and his bestest Russian accent in the world! I want to marry a guy with a Russian accent now =)
But I can't really be bothered to find a photo of him =P

And I have way more Tennis people that I love, But i shall leave it at this now, before i seem too overly obsessive =P But I have to take advangtage of my love for tennis people whilst I can. Since it usually over lasts for Summer!

Bilobibography
Ps Sorry again for polluting the blog

A New Day

2008-01-12T05:47:00.000-08:00

I'm over my little drama queen problem, so never mined!
Today at work was quite fun, it was so quiet and we just slacked and I got to have real convosations with people at work, that I haven't in months!
And Stupid _ _ _ _ is starting up a rumor about me =(
I don't want to talk about it...

Hehehe but all together it was a fun day, even though _ _ _ _ was being gay like usual!

Hooray! Andy Roddick won the Kooyong finals!!! Now in the Australian Open, he shall kick butt!! Awww how much I love Roddick and at work i found a book with a whole page with his foto on it! I just wanted to rip it out! And i screamed in lillians ear by acident when i saw it ><

Bilobibography

happy not

2008-01-10T22:04:00.000-08:00

bored bored bored!
Cath is bored!
been unhappy lately. been left out lately. been alone lately. but theres nothing i can do other than chucking this feeling here. i guess no one can see that, and they don't really care, or wanna. sad. sad. gahh leave me alone already =.=

Anyway missing Australia HEAPS and i cannot wait to get back so everything would be normal again.

seriously..

bbgumbear. ??

what?

2008-01-08T20:04:00.000-08:00

shes thinking too much.

Annoyed!

2008-01-03T18:07:00.001-08:00

ARGH!!! Cath you bum! I've been like looking for you non stop! But i just can't seem to find you and its frustrating! and worse of all... I hear you have my no. but you just dont bother trying to contact me =.=
Geez I give up on trying to find you now

weee~

2007-12-21T20:20:00.000-08:00

Yup still at malaysia (: Going to pasa malam (however u spell it =S) tonight and shopping again tomorrow =D
Using dial up at the moment. Hell pissing me off. Took me an hour to get back on msn =.= and everyones gone! grrrr!
And again =D cath can't wait to go back to singapore to meet up with everyone =D
Another 1 week and few more days to go! wee!

List of things i HAVE to do~..
-Bbt~ (even tho i had heaps already XD)
-Shopping~ yes more shopping~ who can get sick of it?
-Haircut (thats if i dont get it done here in malaysia)
-Buy myself a pair of shoes XD
-Pjs!
-Hunt for wilbas albums
-Singapore buffet
-Go have japanese lunch
-Buy something from ROMP =P <3 dat shop
-Buy a nice bag

List of things ive done~..
-Bought my kaya bao~
-Bought a pair of jeans
-Malaysian food
-7-11
-Pasa malam
-Shopping crazy
-Bought one of wilbas album! still heaps to hunt~ hehe
-Tried sweet corn ice cream (surprisingly taste pretty gud =P)
-Had dim sum and crab
-Been to mega mall
-Swimming
-Bought perfume

hmm mayb update tmr or a bit later =DD

MISS U ALL!
<3cath
miss u

Lalala

2007-12-21T18:08:00.000-08:00

Waaaaahhh Cath you sosund like a big spender xP ive brought lots of random crap i dont really want but meh, im not paying for it yet...
Hmmm gonna save any money for singapore? and its finally my15th bday tomorrow =D Woww i can finally say that im not 14 anymore xP 14 sounds sooo young....
Anywho photocrazy? and random shpping? I hope the fashion in Singapore is 100x better than Hongkong =)
Damn ive been missing everyone and stupid Craig says that my job has been replaced by a new girl =O!!! If im fired im gonna make his life a bitch and a living hell since ima customer and there always RIGHT!!!
Well ima go do the rest of my random gift shopping for people in singapore =D And i need something that screams out HAPPY BIRTHDAY for my son xP
Wanna goto that lil island in Singapore Cath? I cant spell it ><" But still we have to go SHOP SHOP SHOP!!

Love Bilobibography

malaysia

2007-12-20T19:54:00.000-08:00

Still at malaysia~

Poor rach. I really can't wait till singapore too. But that's not till another 8 to 9 days or so. Haven't seen rach for 12 days. Missing u HEAPS! In that 12 days what have i been doing? not much actually.. eating, shopping, sleeeping, getting sick, missing everyone, and exploring malaysia from places to places.

Went to Mega Mall yesterday =D and spent heaps again. This time, 300 bucks =( but its worth it coz i bought something that i've always wanted =D first, a pair of jeans, some clippy things and britney spears fantasy perfume~ =D been in love with it since it came out =D remember seeing it at myers in australia and a lady gave me a sample of it =D hehe Love it =] =]

Another thing,
I miss my bed~! =P This holiday, i've slept on 5-6 different beds. =( they're all either smelly, too soft/hard OR squishy (from fitting 3 girls on it) =.="
ah well... getting a haircut soon~! can't wait~! just hope it doesn't turn out bad =/

and yeah =] other than me getting fat from all the nice malaysian food that's tempting to eat! (some of them look so cute u just have to eat it =P), spending my money on RANDOM crap that catches my attention.. and missing u all! yup.. thats all =D =D

<3 cath <3

Poo Poo

2007-12-20T16:45:00.000-08:00

Awww HongKong isnt that fun.. And the fashion is WEIRD!! and i dont like it =(
Well i'll live till singapore to meet up with you, coz it'd be worth it =D how long has it been since we saw each other?
Im missing everybody and you ><"
And get better Cath =D
And i can't do my daily excerise coz i dont like any of the daily shopping stuffs ><"
This holiday soo far is a bummer =(

Love Bilobibography

WEeee or nott?

2007-12-18T06:10:00.000-08:00

Cath is currently at malaysia~ KL!
MISSING EVERYONE!! =(( <3
So not use to the air here. Been sick since i was here and still am. But i guess its all worth it. andd im getting fatt too! haha!
mmmm...
well hav to go now maybe blog all about the trip later when im back!

sowwi rachh hope you're having fun at hong kong =D and don't forget to do your daily exercisee! SHOPPING! missing u too!!! ohh mmmm i have no idea how we're gonna meet up in singapore contact me somehow! =D

Cath is missing Andu heaps! cant wait to see you in singapore! <3 <3!

LOve you ALL!
cath!

Sinking

2007-12-12T03:16:00.000-08:00

Awww Cath, why did you have to leave?
Now that you're gone, i have nobody to tell all my problems to =(
I'm in a bad mood right now and i have nobody to talk about it with =( and I don't think its going to get any better tonight *sigh*
I'm sorry i couldn't keep that promise about staying out of trouble or anything that made me wanna tell ya =(
Today was meant to be a carefree day and the begining of a great summer holiday but now im not in the mood to enjoy it =( I feel soo empty now =(
Awww Cath I'm missing you like crazy now =( You left ME!!! and i now have the right to say it =(

Mmm I hope your enjoying your holiday! You Better be, because at least one of us has to =) and i shall be seeing you in less than a month I hope =S

Love bummed out Bilobibography =/

Ps Reply soon, i wanna talk to ya and thank ya for the txt sorry i couldnt txt back =(

'Last day'

2007-12-08T15:37:00.000-08:00

Why am i still here?? in MY own home in front of MY comp!???! ! ...well i lied... yesterdays flight have been moved to today.. =// somehow somehow ><" =//
lalala.... =P

And since i have time to sit here, might as well update and tell you peoples about Friday =P coz it was supposingly my 'last' day.

It all started off with a 35mins get ready, and since i'm so slow (turtle) its impossible XD but i made it so.. yay?
Took a QUICK shower, rushed and got changed.. yup. dats all i did.
next min, looked at da time.. it was 4. ALREADY so i worked that leg i have alll the way to da bus stop. Saw Rachie and Cat. Cat went to work and me and Rachie started being dodgy XD and no.. U dun wanna know =P...

Anyway,

Met up with Brandon at the train station. HE CAME LATER THAN US. wad a man. HAiiiz~! and yeahh.. went to the ct. I felt kinda bad coz he was the only guy there especially with such dodgy people. HEHE
so we told him to ask one of his friend to come or something.. while awaiting for his arrival, us three bummed around and started bringing Brandon to all kinds of different shops SUCH AS ...! Ice, Diva, Supre! Lol ... sorry Brandon =P i know u enjoyed it! haha XD
hmm.. Oh i finally got something I've been craving for for about.... 4-5 months! ? NACHOS so we walked all the way to the food court just to get it =P .. i was soo dissapointed! coz their nachos sucked (sorry) it really did tho.. Homemade CATH Nachos is even better than it~! haha XD.. atleast im not bull crapping here! Brandon and Rach think that too...right.. =S..? (: (: thier cheese ain't that good. sauce.. uhhh.. i think the only thing i liked about it was the Lil flaggy thing stuck on top (: Hahhaa
After we were finished with it. Brandon's friend O..a??...n..****A? =// (sorry poor guy!) i'm not very gud at remembering names.. =/ Yeah... he came. And we all headed to utopia for bubbletea~! guess what i tried =P PEANUT and i'm evil so i made Rachel share with me. least she liked it. well i liked it. it was... very.. peanut.. but don't worry, it wasn't like those yucky stinky peanut that smells off. so yeah =D i give it 10 out of 10 since its peanut and since the name doesn't sound that pretty.. haha~ nah seriously, it was good. I say u people who like peanut butter.. TRyy It! =P
The day got interesting just like thatt.
Rachie thought of getting her ears pierced and she insisted if the guys do it with her she'll do it too. Haha i didn't have to coz i have 3 already! =P so i watched them go "Ahh.. FINE i'll do it too.." ..1 sec later.. "Nahhhh!! its a long term thingg!!.....*thinks*"
MAN. When we reached there, it took them like 15mins or so to decidee =.=" I swear ay! The guys were FREAKING out. =.= so Rachel went first. She held onto my hand, i could feel her squeeze it hard until she let go and i knew it was all over and done with~ that was just under 1 min~ brave.. young Rachie. HAHa after that, it was just FUNNY watching the guys FREAK out. i bet they tried to run off.. haiiz... i never knew guys can be so emotional..
I would show u peoples the pictures me and Rachie 'secretly' took while they were freaking out XD. But unfortunately, its all with Rachel. So lets hope Rachel uploads them =P its HILARIOUS~
Hehe it was freaky, after they were done. All i could hear was "CATH i'm never gonna forget what u did to me~!!! today.."
DOT DOT DOT =/
then all of a sudden this face popped up..... =((((((!
but they should really thank me coz they WANTED it plus i bought them earrings =P =P

Yup, we got ice cream at gelare later on, and again, i don't have the pictures of the prettiful hot choc sundae on a basket? Its with Rach =P haha just to tell you.. it wasn't that pretty after me and Rach was done with it =D

After that, it was already 9ish to 10 so we helll got home and blah

it was such a exhausting day, but overall i reckon it was awesome =D
Thanks for the 'last' day =/ and yet i'm still here.. how sadd =.=

<3bbgbiorr

My Bad Luck

2007-12-04T02:22:00.000-08:00

Hmm haven't been blogging in ages, soo i shall tell of my birthday party and Sunday Sunday Sunday! =D
Well on Saturday, I woke up like normal and i couldn't be bothered to go to work. I was meant to buy somebody an ice-cream BUT!!! He thought working was more important than an ice cream =( Oh well his loss. Blah Blah Blah day goes on, and when the store closed. I helped mop up a floor (No I did not get sucked into mopping it)
Anywho work was finally over, and then i had a party to get ready for. I got home and started to panic and then i had like a 5 minute shower and realised that i had 30 minutes to spare =/ So i went on the net (how lame am i?)
My party started off, pretty normal i guess. But when everyone came, they went crazy and it seemed fun to most people, I guess thats all that matters.
I made a new best friend call Mr Bump =P I love him soo much that i hug him to sleep =D
I also fell InLove with my new Eagles cusion (Thanks guys) and i also got a Eagles clock (If i die...you guys are..Dead...) and Eagles Fuzzy car Dice (geez thanks for reminding me that I can't drive until like another year =.=) And thank you Brandon for wasting $15 on me *glares*

Party Over...

Now to talk about the sleepover/camp.
How cool are we (Leesha, Cath & Me) for camping in a backyard?
Since the air matress wasn't pumped up, we came up with a lazy dodgy idea =P We snuck into Cath's sisters room and stole her matresses when she was sleeping and chucked them into the tent =P
We spent all nice talking about random crap, until i got too tired and lazy to reply and then *BAM* were sleeping, It also happened to be 3am at that time too

Okay the Bad Luck Begins....

First of all, A STUPID bird woke me up be going *GAR GAAAR GAR GAAAARR* and i had the arge to just kick everyone awake to shoo the bird away =(
then, when making breaky I got a little bit of eggshell in the scrabble egg mixture (I NEVER get egg shells in my food) soo that's a first =/
then, when we were eating i got egg on my phone screen and it wouldn't come off until like 2 hours later when i decided to use water to get it off -.-"
then, I sorta broke lalalala..... (I can't mention it again)

Okay more things happened but I don't want to think of all the bad luck that happened to me =/
But we did miss the train when it was right infront of us, so we had to wait another 30mins =.="

Oh Yes I have some good news =D
After my bad experience at tution last night, I NEVER have to go back there, for the rest of my life (Praise the lord)

Love Bilobibography forever s2

Babyboy

2007-12-04T01:55:00.000-08:00

.Babyboy. By Big Brovas

From the day that I saw you
I knew that we would pursue
Cause the chemistry
we felt that day
Felt so real, and so true
Looking back on a year
we spent together
How it’s been, what
we went through
Although we’ve had our
little ups and downs
We’ve still pulled through

Baby girl you’re my
world my everything
I wanna lace you with
diamonds and every ring
Give you everything you
dream and fantasize
Cause you can tell me
that you love me
Looking in my eyes
You keep it real with me,
I keep it real with you
You keep on loving me,
I’ll keep on loving you
Keep doing what you do,
I feel your whole aura
And I can’t wait to hook up
again tomorrow baby - what

[Chorus]

My love for you will never end
You’ll always be a part of me
As long as time keeps
on passing by
You’ll always be my baby boy.
Everytime I look at you,
I can’t believe
I’ve found a love so true (and)
I took my time to put
my trust in you
I must admit it was so hard to do
And every minute that I
spend with you
You make me believe I
have nothing to loose and
Deep down I always knew
that you would be mine

Do you believe in destiny
Because I got a funny feeling
this was meant to be
Without you I’d be lost,
I need you next to me
Preferably in the house full
of luxuries and little kids
From day one I was sprung,
knew you was gonna be one
Cause my heart spoke for the
very first time in a long while
And every time you smile, I can see us walking up the aisle with you
carrying my child C’mon

[Chorus]

My love for you will never end
You;ll always be a part of me
As long as time keeps
on passing by
You’ll always be my baby boy

If you were to go, I don’t know
You’re the only one who
sweeps me off my feet
Makes my soul go weak
The only one who makes
my heart wanna beat and I,
I could never live without you
You know that what I feel
has to be true
Cause you’re my, my sweet love

Ever since the first time,
that I looked into your eyes
I knew that you were
gonna be mine
Feeling you from the inside,
when you’re not by my side
You’re the only girl
that’s on my mind
I never knew a love like
this, a love so strong
A vision so picture perfect
it could never be wrong
Along the way, you’re gonna
see you belong with Jay
I might have to marry you
one day baby eh..

nice song right. reminds me of U! dudu =D
(: (: (:

Some stuff from Saturday i still haven't had a chance to say. My bad~ kinda got lazy =S

Thanks for setting up the tent andu!
Thanks for coming Rach and Leesh~! it was good =]
Thanks for the egg tart XD uhh pplz.....? =S
and thanks for squishing me during my whole entire sleep~! =.="
coz i haven't been so relaxed and happy with u guys in ages =O yeah
Thank ya i love yo =D =D

Rach`Leesha`Cath (:

lastly.... i don't like u! bird that wouldn't shuddup in the morning!

<3bbgbiorr

what a picture....

2007-11-28T03:00:00.000-08:00

=(
how embarrassing is it to have a really bad picture of you looking drunk to be flashed to the whole world!!

Anyway XD..

I found the most adorable thing ever =P
went to Forest Lakes Shopping Centre today and found a BIG PLUSH BEAR at the pharmacy~! Picking it up was definitely the first thing i did XD. hahaa =P its just that adorable okay XD

but guess what..?
the toy was for 50 bucks!

sighh*...

Just then, happened to look at this weeks catologue and guess wad i found!

.....

HEHE! *hint hint* Christmas prezzie?! *hint hint*
jk jk =P
im not that scary =]

<3 bbgbiorr

Larry

2007-11-23T04:28:00.000-08:00

Mm i haven't wrote in this for ages, Ive been a tad busy lately, I found the time to either write in this blog or do English, guess which one i picked?
Well the answer is actually English but i gave it 00">because I'm too lazy so I'm writing in this =]

Today in cooking we made food =D good old food, and we had left over pastry so i made Larry the dinosaur (NOT GIRAFFE!!! I'll stab anybody who says its a giraffe, joking)

I could marry Larry the dinosaur =D

Today was such a slack day, it started off a tad sad but i guess it got better and slacker, because i didn't do my English, i missed out on a letter of commendation but meh i can live with that =]

But today i was irritated at somebody but im not going to mention who it is, because i'm not a very nice girl, I'm growing meaner by the day, but maybe once school finishes i can relax and be tension free =D

Well I had an embarrassing night at work last night, i crashed into 3 shelves in under 2 mintues trying to get from the mid way to out back (I should have taken a short cut, but meh) Well I've learnt to never hide my retardedness, because, its only going to make it worse =P

Now i have to survive working 2 days in a row and i have to deal with my Birthday Party next week, i dont wanna think about it because i still have shit all to do this weekend

Love bilobibography

Caths day (:

2007-11-23T01:50:00.001-08:00

Blah~ haven't been blogging =// slacking off again >< so here we go.
Another Friday gone again..
What have i been up to this week??
LOL.

...

*. Been eating chocolate for lunch =P =// hee..hee... ><

*. Finished all exams *yayz~

*. Slacking off/Sleeping in class haiiz... =S but ah well

*. Finding that i can't live a day without chocolate =.=" (All Jazz's fault!!)

*. Blood nose due to HOT HOT HOT weather

*. Been living with flies..*shivvers* =/ HATE flies, they should all die die DIE! =( !

Cant even have my beauty sleep. hmph. What just have to come disturb my beauty sleep! ???

THE FLY

Walking to school in the morning, what just have to come stick onto your face! ??

THE FLY
GAHH~! they're so gonna be squished one day *evils* (not by me ofcourse =S haha)

But anyway, this week have been.. interesting i guess (: so much happened and so unexpected too~ so much emotional feelings flying around me, but at the same time the other way around. Made a few new friends this week. People i don't usually talk to so awesomely awesome to make new friends =]. More dodgy days at school. btw, When i say "dodgy", it doesn't mean dodgy bad but dodgy.. like me and Rach =D haha.

Why dodgy?

Did cooking at school today. Hellll dodgy >< was making egg on toast AND my egg FELL on the floor~! i hell suck! What kinda egg on toast.. is EGG ON TOAST without THE EGG~! =.=" haiiz good thing Phei offered me some of her eggs =P =P thank you! thank you! But the egg on toast was pretty... bad =S there wasn't enough butter for the toast too so that made it kinda flavor-less.. but i should feel happy to know that at least my egg was well cooked =P Lollz~!! At last, it was eating time...the toast was all cold and crap =( on a HOT weather too =.= not cooking anymore =.= hell suck.

Bleh

Anyway..
After two weeks i will be flying to Singapore.
Wonder how it'll be like to be back again. Miss my little girl at Singapore years XD sometimes dream of being back again, i guess my dream is coming true in 16 days!
But do i feel like going? yeah... sorta in a way, visiting all my relatives again, wonder how much they've changed =D haven't seen them since i moved here. which was 5 years ago =S being serious. its crazy.. so thats one reason. Dunno why, this five years have gone by so quickly. Doesn't even feel like I've changed much. But yeah other than SHOPPING =D =D visiting relatives, some of my year 4 primary school bum friends, JAY CHOU! yes going to his concert omgg~ never thought i would ever get a chance to meet him~ gonna be so awesome XD XD CANT WAITT~! Weee~ but why can't Jay concert be WILBAA's!! =( =( i swear if i ever meet him, i will go crazy and crazy as in CRAZY. hehe ... but yeah >< other than that, i don't really wanna leave Australia =( coz im loving it here, have everything i need.. and everything possible. haha.

(:

okay leaving it to this now

<3 bubblegumbiorr <3
*missing*

Wouldn't it be nice?

2007-11-19T06:57:00.000-08:00

Wouldn't it be nice if you could just lie on your comfy bed and fall asleep knowing that you don't have to wake up just yet?

Wouldn't it be nice if you could hold on to something you want forever?

Wouldn't it be nice if U COULD REMEMBER EVERYTHING u need for your exam?

Wouldn't it be nice if you had nothing to worry about?

Wouldn't it be nice if you had a cold apple snow bubble tea to drink?

Wouldn't it be nice to have a huge teddy bear to hug.. and so you can hug it so tight that all your anger goes away?

Wouldn't it be nice if it was Friday today?

.....
Wouldn't it be nice?

<3bubblegumbiorr

Differences

2007-11-18T02:30:00.001-08:00

Has anybody noticed that when I write something, its not very Asian like and its a tad bitchy, but when Cath writes something its very asian-ish and all loving and stuff =P
I find that odd but oh well, we're two different people and together we become dodgy!

Any who, Today was a fun day in a different way, At Jens party I felt 5years old again, I haven't played pass the parcel since i was like 5 at Chris's birthday party. Then we played Hit the pinata =P I didn't want to hit it so hard, because in year 8 at my birthday i had one and i smashed it and it sorta dropped onto the ground and it didn't break =( so i learnt never to hit it so hard, or it'd fall. We had balloon fights like little kids and i learnt that Jazz is a nerd because he attracts static =P
Such a fun day, because we usually bum around and play sing star till we sang all the good songs.
Mmm now its my birthday to think about, can't really be bothered to think about it anymore =(
But 2 more weeks till i have it or not -.-"

Love bilobibography

dodgy?

2007-11-18T02:30:00.000-08:00

Haha im dodgy =P
Rachel is dodgy too.
so together we make the dodgiest

=D

Made this ages ago. Lovegettie pictures from last year to now. Yer we're cam whores =] =D =D

Anyway this is good stuff ((:

<3 bubblegum biorr

簡單愛!

2007-11-17T01:02:00.000-08:00

簡單愛 <3

Been listening to this song a lot lately =P Hell old song but its just impossible for me to get sick of it. Simply just love it =D =D

*lyrics*

说不上为什么
我变得很主动
若爱上一个人
什么都会值得去做
我想大声宣布
对你依依不舍
连隔壁邻居都猜到
我现在的感受

河边的风
在吹着头发飘动
牵着你的手
一阵莫名感动
我想带你
回我的外婆家
一起看着日落
一直到我们都睡着

我想就这样牵着你的手不放开
爱能不能够永远单纯没有悲哀
我想带你骑单车
我想和你看棒球
想这样没担忧
唱着歌一直走

我想就这样牵着你的手不放开
爱可不可以简简单单没有伤害
你靠着我的肩膀
你在我胸口睡着
像这样的生活
我爱你你爱我

想简!简!单!单!爱
想简!简!单!单!爱

...........................................................

What is 簡單愛 thou?

簡單 Jian Dan - Simple?
愛 Ai - Love?

Is love simple? or is it complicated?
Well.. to many people, love might be just as easy as eating a piece of cake, or some might not think that way.
This entry is taking me ages to think of what simple love is. yet i still don't know~! sad or what

=.=

But i guess.. it is easy to fall in love with someone =D ..but on the other side hard to get simple love. no matter how much u try to make love simple, its never gonna work.
so.. yes yes.. =D ........Love can be found simple anyway...?? ...in a way...? =//

THATS IT! no more thinking.

...........................

Simple love is..

Being with you.

Happy.

And getting to cherish the great times.

Peace =D

<3 What is simple love to you??? =]
bubblegumbearr.

Damnit

2007-11-15T22:42:00.000-08:00

Start of the day i felt Bleh yet happy =D
I brought an egg to school and i looked like a retard holding it while walking =.=" and then it turns out that we didn't need that egg and i was like DAMNIT!!!
Hmm.. I'm just to pissed to talk about much right now >=/
That Damn Bitch! Why did she have to tell him, ARGH!! Now i feel all odd =(
Eh i can't be bothered saying much anymore =/ But that Bitch is going down
#^&*@%^&$!%$#!#%&^%#@$&

Love Bilobibography
Bleeeeh =(

I feel so...

2007-11-15T05:47:00.000-08:00

I agree with cath, What a day >.<
What the F*** i hate this thing it deleted my first 3 things i learnt (B***H!)
4. I'm a real sucker for a cute smile (why did he have to smile at me?)
5. Kmart finally turned on their Air con *Hooray* (About time too)
6. Never trust me to steer anything, that includes a trolley, because i crash into objects/people (sorry Dean)
7. I can go for 7 hours without food but i experience hunger pains and i don't feel like eating pains =(
8. Eating a whole packet of Chips and a 2/3 of King size Crunch bar, makes me sick (yet it tasted too nice, it was worth it)
9. I don't gallivant as much at Kmart as i use to, mainly because TNT is everywhere besides Manchester =P (Damn Bitch!)
10. I was right, I did break a nail at ten pin bowling (And i just did my nails the night before)

Today you all could probably tell, I had anger issues, I just want to say sorry for that and there was a perfectly good reason behind my anger issues, but I'm pretty sure you wouldn't want to hear it =P

I also Agree with Cath, Year 8 & 9 are fucking assholes! (Besides some of them) but if you think about it, we were once year 8's & 9's, But meh i hate those lil biatchs! (Sorry for using such cursive language)

Oh yeah Cath, I would have wrote something yesturday, BUT i took a shower and jumped on the computer for a while, and then SOMEBODY told me to get to the bus stop at 4:00pm even though the bus leaves at 4:15pm (STUPID BUS 15minutes late!, force me to dodge traffic). But I did go on the computer for a little while after work (which i got a headache from) but i never finished writing the post because i got kicked off, so i saved it and im finishing it now, soo it might sound weird =S

Oh yes, I'm selling chocolates soon for fundrasing (I think) BUY MY CHOCOLATES PEOPLE!!! Not cath's chocolates (Sorry cath, I'm soo evil today)

Love Bilobibography
PS Everybody please help me think of a title for my Film Review on 'Remember the Titans'. I'll be your best friend if you think of a good one =D (haha I still love you cath)

What a day...

2007-11-15T01:56:00.000-08:00

Such a BAD day today! i know, i know.. i complain getting bad days all the time.. but not like i want it. If i could, i would make peace to the world... but thats impossible.. but yes, today was BAD. BAD. BAD !!

This morning as i was walking HAPPILY to school. Reached the back gates, took the second one.. walking.. walking.. walking.. out of nowhere, a freaking year 9 popped up and went "CAN I HAVE YOUR NUMBER" ........GRRR wth! yes i agree with Jen.. they're weird.. and year 9s piss me off.. actually not just year 9s, year 8s too! especially the year 8 girls that have their "toilet time" (not gonna bother explaining that.. but i think most of you people already know..) What a weird start of the day.

=.=

Then wad? A BEE tried to attack me when i was on my way to science. This is when everything started to get REALLY bad. Hate it!! Must be the bee. Hmph.

Second, Third, Forth periods was like hell =(

....
until Fifth and Sixth. Was alright i guess. Played bowling.. and broke my nail =S
Gah~ i just hope the rest of today and tomorrow will be a better day.

atm, i am so tired.. i'm just not in the mood to do anything else. Can't wait till Saturday..

<3bubblegumbearr?
PS .. uhh rachel , sorry to say this.. but...
XD
XD
ITS A CHOPSTICK! Loll~

Success

2007-11-14T05:00:00.000-08:00

Hi5 Cath, you got it to work =D

Hmm I need to know if i should REALLY get my haircut and get thick frame black glasses =S
Should I?? I need opinions

Oh my Goshhh, if anybody says i have a chop stick in my hair tomorrow, they'll recieve the whack in the head or face.

Oh yes, why were people Eg. Leesha & Phei trying to look at my wishlist, whats up with that o_O

Love Bilobibography

haiiz..

2007-11-14T04:28:00.000-08:00

Far out..~
after complaining it decides to let me change
=.=
=.=

<3bbgbearr

Grr!

2007-11-14T04:17:00.000-08:00

WAD THE FREAK!
wad is wrong with this freaking thing!!!
sorry cant change layout.

<3bbgbearr

Free from everything possible~

2007-11-14T00:02:00.000-08:00

As u can see.. from my title...
Cath is Free!! from stupid exams and other crap to worry about. Exams! i seriously don't get why year 10s need to do exams =.= gee its YEAR 10~!

anyway,
These few days.. or maybe since the start of term.. have been such horrible days.. maybe not EVERYDAY but most days. Everyday is the same for me.
Mondays to Fridays.. what else? school.
Saturdays.. Work
Sunday.. Lets not get there.
I really miss my year 9 years. Everything you do doesn't require any thinking. Just so relaxing.. unlike now, so much to worry about and every single thing i do is all screwed in the end.. ah well.. This is life? =.=

blehz this blog really needs A LOT of cath+rach style =P
better get started now

bubblegumbearr. <3miss

Am I really a User?

2007-11-13T22:25:00.000-08:00

Hooray! Finally carefree, No more important exams to think about anymore, now I can be a lazy bum =D
Well I got told by a certain somebody (not naming names now) that I'm a user. I don't use people =( I just get them to help me =D and out of their good will, they decide to =)
Now that's what i call being kind hearted (Unlike some people i know, not naming names now)
Also if i really do "use" people, i'd be there stupid fault for wanting to be used in the first place right?

Let me ask a question, is it wrong for a guy to wear a shirt that's as long as a dress? and is also very transparent? (And no I am not perving on people, I know your laughing Cath)

Aw tomorrow will come another dodgy day which shall involve either breaking a nail, or somehow getting cut by a box of some sort =(
But I may come back with an embarrassing story =P

Love Bilobibography

A New Day comes a even dodgier Bao...?

2007-11-12T22:58:00.000-08:00

Once upon a time, there was a class at school, it was so peaceful.. until SOMEHOW somebodies voice could be heard from far away.
.... DOT DOT DOT...... End of Story

<3barblegarmbearr & bilobibography :)